by Sadaf

MY FEAR YESTERDAY IS MY POWER TODAY

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As it is said that life is actually how you see and perceive it. Yes it is so but to some extent. There comes a point in everyone’s  life where things just begin to sleek out from our hands and we lose control over everything and life no more depends on our perceptions. Then comes that ruthless phase of life where we are forced to face some of the harsh realities of our own lives, we haven’t ever imagined of and now that’s the point where we meet our OWN-SELF, our real WE, real US. We come to know about our all strengths and powers our fears our intensity towards life our passions our compassion our weakness and loopholes, in short every bit of our own selves, our reason of existence.

These are not just words it’s the experience I’ve been through and learnt what life actually is and how was I wasting my existence for such fears which in fact were part of my personality and it was near to possible for me to cut them down from my life. That’s all I went through and realized that the feeling which I feared the most, all my life, with little determination and change in mind set became my strength, my power, a door to my dreams, a cloud to my stars and above all a weapon to fight with and that fear was the fear of being “LONELY”.

Loneliness always haunted me like anything, I always ran here and there in search of friends, in search of things which may keep me away from being lonely but it just help me in getting tired of and nothing else unless I changed my perceptions towards my fears. It took time, took seasons to change but somehow I managed to make myself understand the worth of LIFE. Life is not just meant to survive but life is a blessing to be LIVED and that’s not possible until we are thrown out to face our fears by life in order to transform them into strengths and trust me life becomes lot more beautiful and much more easy to be lived, not just to breathe. Now I’m living my life with bunch of people but still alone BUT yes today my loneliness is NO more my fear but my tool to happiness my strength to actually LIVE my life not just to survive.

By: Sadaf Fawad
Writer is Freelance writer and poet based in Pakistan.

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